Post by Elementum on Sept 30, 2013 1:10:28 GMT
Doubt I am the only one, but man, the tears? They are taking over. Have been holding back for days, but they sneak up on me and the throat closes up and the leak.
And of course, I know intellectually, it is bloody stupid and senseless. Doesn't stop the sadness and sorrow though. I hate this damn PD of his.
He was / is the mix of intensity, drive and fire power. The brains to go with it and a sense of humor and the cute little boy antics at times that just bowled me over. And an animal lover. He can cook better than I, sew anything and you name it he can fix it. Take it apart, improve on the design and put it all back together. He could be so thoughtful, romantic and truly wonderful....why in hell he was also such an abusive bastard!!!
And...a lying cheater....shit...
And of course, I know intellectually, it is bloody stupid and senseless. Doesn't stop the sadness and sorrow though. I hate this damn PD of his.
He was / is the mix of intensity, drive and fire power. The brains to go with it and a sense of humor and the cute little boy antics at times that just bowled me over. And an animal lover. He can cook better than I, sew anything and you name it he can fix it. Take it apart, improve on the design and put it all back together. He could be so thoughtful, romantic and truly wonderful....why in hell he was also such an abusive bastard!!!
And...a lying cheater....shit...
