Post by Eleanor Rigby on Sept 3, 2013 18:05:18 GMT
I have been so freaking cranky and just telling people off left and right today. Of course it could just be one of my health issues acting up and most likely is but I just feel this overwhelming need to (metaphorically) cut everyone's throat that I come into contact with. 
I do suffer with PMDD which is PMS on steroids and I take medication for it. It probably is the PMDD since it's the right time of the month for it to rear it's ugly head but I honestly believe that I have reached a point in my life that all of the shit I have dealt with in this marriage is compounding the issue and the dumbest shit triggers me. Stupid shit like someones comment on Facebook that typically I would just write off is now setting me off like fireworks. I'm so sick of this, I'm gonna have to talk to my ARNP about putting me on something additional or I'm just going to have to seek another way to deal with the shit. I can't go on like this because now I find myself acting like my H and I feel awful when he truly has done nothing at the moment to deserve my wrath. I am getting irritated with him because he is sick with the flu and calls for me to help him with stuff. That could be too because when I get sick I still do for myself but we all know that Man Flu is much much worse than any regular flu lol. See there I go again being snarky. I'm just nucking futs.
I do suffer with PMDD which is PMS on steroids and I take medication for it. It probably is the PMDD since it's the right time of the month for it to rear it's ugly head but I honestly believe that I have reached a point in my life that all of the shit I have dealt with in this marriage is compounding the issue and the dumbest shit triggers me. Stupid shit like someones comment on Facebook that typically I would just write off is now setting me off like fireworks. I'm so sick of this, I'm gonna have to talk to my ARNP about putting me on something additional or I'm just going to have to seek another way to deal with the shit. I can't go on like this because now I find myself acting like my H and I feel awful when he truly has done nothing at the moment to deserve my wrath. I am getting irritated with him because he is sick with the flu and calls for me to help him with stuff. That could be too because when I get sick I still do for myself but we all know that Man Flu is much much worse than any regular flu lol. See there I go again being snarky. I'm just nucking futs.
