Annnnnddddd I'm Back

He came home last night upset, after his employee only Christmas party.  Apparently he got into a small disagreement with his boss.  (something I actually blame her more for, she is very narcissistic and immature).  Anyway he came home and I asked him to tell me what happened, we ended up getting in a disagreement.  He blatantly said that I forced him into taking a job, he didn't want to take.  He is upset that he is not able to see the kids as much (working retail, and the only solution would be to get a different job).  Also basically, I don't cook enough, I don't clean enough and I don't teach our kids enough.  But then I got accused of being sensitive and taking everything too literally.  So I'm back to being indifferent and upset.  ALso I have decided to go back to school and I think I am realizing he doesn't want me too (out of sheer, immature jealousy of me).  And all the sad, confusing feelings are back for the first time in the past (almost 7 months).  WTF..  Will he ever get a job that he is happy with?  Will I ever do enough for him?? 

Oh and I see my family too much (according to him).

He woke up this morning, fine.  Mostly happy.  ugh.