And It Has Begun...

It started last night when he asked me to make tea and I told him I have no sugar and it has just gotten worse since then. Now it's the holidays and how they mean nothing and nobody cares and they're just another fucking day. We HAD plans to go to a friends place for dinner but now he has decided THE NIGHT BEFORE that we are not going. I told him that I am going because he told me not to buy fixings for Thanksgiving and if I had known he was going to do this (which I should have because he does it every fucking year!!!) that I would have bought everything and had my own Thanksgiving dinner. Of course he has to ask why and I told him that I have things I am thankful for, my sister being the main reason, to which he replied good and I said I'm not thankful for you to which he replied you never have been. What the fuck ever, I'm so done with this bastard. I told him he can take my fat ass to our friends and drop me off and then he can go do whatever the fuck it is he wants to do because I don't care anymore. If he refuses, which I'm sure he will, then I WILL take my fucking truck and he will NOT stop me. He will likely go to jail tomorrow and I just can't be bothered to give a fuck. C'est la vie!!! Oh and he got up in a hateful mood then had the balls to ask me to fix him some eggs. I haven't done it yet and I ain't going to do it, when he asks again I'm going to look him in the eye and tell him to fix his own fucking eggs. I was sick all last week and the weekend and I STILL had to get up and fix his meals for him, feed the animals and try to clean house of which I failed miserably and he never lifted a fat finger to do anything!!! It was all waiting on me to clean up now that I feel better today. I HATE HIM!!!